#Chapter 26: The Explanation

Sienna’s POV This was exactly where I wanted him, but I hadn’t thought about just how awkward it was going to be. In my head, it’d been more embarrassing for him than me. This was so much worse — it was horrific for everyone. There he was, swollen and so hard, having just been wrapped in my grasp, moaning for me. Giving himself to me in the most intimate of ways, and I completely ruined it all. “Um — ” There was so much hurt and confusion in his eyes — of course there was — and I immediately felt terrible. Why did I do this to him? All I had to do was ask him about it. I could have at the table, but no — I chose to seduce him, faking a drunken haze, and make him look like a fool. What on earth are you doing, Sienna? I was just driving the stake further into the crack of our relationship. Falling far too close to tactics someone like Julian would resort to. That sure didn’t feel good at all. I wiped my hand on my leg, erasin